Prayerfully considering journal entry for “Trail by Fire” in retrospect…

A WOMAN UNDONE

A WOMAN UNDONE
8/30/2015
Testimonies seldom come in the form of gentle encouragement, those which help shoulder the weight of burdens of another in this world as I recently experienced. They come in the form of edification – the difficult process of growth, of spiritual maturity for the born children of God to better serve in the fields of harvest as our Lord Jesus has directed them to do so. Feel good theology abounds but for those called by God, the task of edification for purposes of spiritual maturity comes in the form of Grace; of hearing what is said in the form of chastisement of our children to put into motion what is meant by the sanctity of marriage under God as well as being unafraid to bear witness to the worldly, which clearly are all grown men and women. Our young men and women need to endeavor to explore what is meant by the “law” or the flesh to that to which God has joined spiritually – this voice of opposition to the worldly loveless homogenization of marriage is based on previous experiences (leaning towards one’s own understanding) or those of clearly undisclosed “social norms” and are the duties of a prayerful parent as the pervasiveness of this homogeneity permeates the minds of our young. The strength of witnessing is one solely controlled by the Holy Spirit through the fruit of the Holy Spirit in a vessel clearly and all glory is rightfully His.
When one “asserted” their objections to the sanctity of marriage dissolution by our supreme court from the periphery, murmuring voices among hundreds of thousands are heard but indiscernible, what resonance can be “felt”, if any? An annoying sound clearly. I voiced my objection as well, but later in terms of the philosophies and more importantly the principles of law that were being undone – to which are simply those of absolutes contrasted to those of social norms. It is clear that social norms and the further extortion of the law were preferred by the masses instead of the binding force of God’s Love, our Father’s Love, and the permanence of marriage. First Lady Clinton’s remarks, which essentially went unheeded by many including by me many years ago, were essentially that of a satisfaction towards our nation which was currently “ridding itself of absolutes” which govern our country clearly. Why could we not have “heard” what was and was not said then? What about now? What deafens our ears?
To illustrate the answers to these questions, I deeply personalize an old joke:
An old woman thinks about her life, not in terms of “what if” questions followed by the useless imaginations of that logical end as created, but critically in terms of “when” that young woman began to open her eyes to the world around her not in the form of self-indulgent pleasures, of wine and dance, or of meaningless sex, but she looked to what had meaning, to what had depth. Examples of truth that were not very pleasant to look at, much less be moved to speak against it.
This young woman was confined to a mental hospital in her late teens early twenties because she posed an immediate threat to the safety of others and in spite of the stupor of the drugs, she became aware of the individuals around her. A young man was regularly receiving electroshock treatments and his hair color was more salt than pepper. He would soon be transferred to a permanent facility and the young woman wanted to ask him why he allowed this and sought out a quiet time to ask him. He said that if he did not, his mother would not have any money and that she needed the money. The young woman was stunned at his words and she herself could not find the words to describe what and how she felt about this situation.
An hour before sunset was the time that the young woman enjoyed walking the length of the chain link fence surrounding the hospital and which bordered a road less traveled by others as it was quiet and the beauty of the landscape kept her moving forward. As she sadly pondered the disclosure of the young man, to which she found it to be an abomination that a “mother” would shape her child to be her personal ATM, she again posed in her mind the question as to why a mother would do such a thing. As she considered these thoughts as she walked, she heard at a distance behind her the blow out of a car’s tire which was barreling down the road. The wobbling sound of the car’s tire went past her and the car came to a stop on the road about one hundred feet in front of her. She watched as a handsome man got out of the car with cell phone in hand while he examined the damage. As he slammed the phone onto the pavement shattering it to pieces because there was no reception for that area, the young woman determined that this was a quick tempered and therefore careless man. The hallmark of youth is an impetuous nature, a sense of carelessness and recklessness which in time is tempered by wisdom. This man was different however in that he had all the “symbols” of success but nothing more. The young woman had recognized him as he had just come from visiting his wife at the hospital and was looking to this road as identity concealment from the main arterial away from the hospital. He carelessly flung about what was needed to change the tire as the young woman sat by the fence to watch him. When the man turned to pick up the tire and mount it securely, he saw the young woman and adjusted his demeanor. The young woman understood how to fix a flat tire and saw where the lug nuts were dispersed to by the man’s careless actions. The young woman considered the content of the words that this man’s wife fearfully uttered to her in the hospital – love was waning and this woman could see that her husband was “putting her away” and she did not know the Word of God to come to grips with despair or this behavior. As the man struggled to find the lug nuts, she was moved by compassion for the woman and offered the man a solution to get him quickly on his way. The solution was simple, remove one nut from each of the three remaining tires to secure the tire. Recognize the joke? Had the man asked, the young woman could have offered guidance as to where the lug nuts were, but he was a prideful man since he measured success by his own will, owing nothing to anyone least of all his wife – a man full of himself clearly and would never ask a woman for advice much less guidance. He remarked to the woman that that solution was pretty clever and inquired why she was “in there”. The young woman could have begun her response with quip that reflected her lack of respect for the man given the circumstances of her understanding and lifted from an old movie, “Gentlemen prefer blonds” where Marilyn Monroe says “it is men like you that have made me the woman I am now” and subsequently revealing the depth of her being in the face of unabashed ignorance but instead she answered simply and sharply – I am here because I am crazy, not stupid.
This world is clearly waning of love, as our Lord cautioned us to look for in the latter days, but in terms of brothers and sisters in Christ which are called to be workers to the harvest, as spiritually mature parents we must not be afraid to edify one another regardless if our “children” are among other worldly adults and opportunity to witness rises in the midst of an event or circumstance. Speak the words of truth boldly but in love, free of disparaging remarks or personal attacks, do not shirk the task out of fear that they will not listen or understand (that is the Holy Spirit’s work) – our “children” require skills in the field that a “parent” has already learned and understands all too well. Be willing to “assert” those values within one’s family regardless if one is perceived as “meddling” for the love you bear “your child”……………..

INRI

My political science instructor in 1981 asked the students a question: “Can one man destroy the United States?” Students shouted out indignantly “no” and we were then dismissed to our ten-minute break. My reply, when we returned was, “yes – if key governmental positions were held by like-minded individuals,” and still other students said “no it could never happen”. I hadn’t thought about this experience in years, that is, until events begin unfolding as they have been in our current political arena and are clearly “in your face” – flagrant. I have never been interested in politics and had a personal disdain for the games of the elite on “populist” grounds. I think the worst thing a child can “see” – as I did, is at the grave sight of her great grandfather’s burial. The “factions” begin dividing and clustering around those whom they perceived would have the “power”. I loved my great grandfather and found this behavior “ugly” and deplorable – it was my first experience and education of “politics” as it truly exists now.

As a young woman first exercising my right to vote, I chose the Democratic Party. I felt this party best represented and reflected the “heart” of the people and what positions/platform were of importance, under God. The battle of wills clearly are defined as convictions which reflects that of the liberals and that of the conservatives. These convictions are then further watered down so to speak, by referring to them as “the left” and “the right” positions of emerging issues respectively. An interesting “spectacle” to be sure, when one goes beyond the range of normal speech of rational conversation and “screeches” over the other speaker; clearly this sound is worthy of squealing swines fighting over a scrap of food and not one worthy of a rationally disciplined or thinking individuals capable of commanding the English language. Passion is best served restrained in the political arena. The true definition of “politics” is the SKILL OF PERSUASION which requires absolute restraint; not flat out lies, betrayal and personal vengeance – any common simpleton can and does this. Telling someone what you think they want to hear and then doing what it is you want is akin to RAPE – you took something by force of deceit that was not freely given in truth.

In time, I saw the Democratic Party being carried to and fro on any prevailing wind. In other words, the “populist” are a group of human beings which have been reduced to, and defined as, mere polls and numbers which indicate the popularity of issues and positions, which in turn, are more heavily relied upon by the Democratic Party to form the “platform”. It is the “prevailing wind” – a reflection of a “fickle” heart clearly. I do not consider gambling, which is what the “populist polls” have become, as an effective way to represent the Democratic Party; the true heart of the people, is never for sale nor may it be used as a bargaining chip of compromise – but it has, sadly. I refused to be associated any longer with this Party’s lack of foresight and blind “loyalty” is not my forte – clearly what is wrong is wrong and what is right is right and blind loyalty to a “Party” is intellectually slothful and indicates morally bankrupt virtues which exponentially reflects disgracefully on the Party as a whole and it’s members.

I saw that the Republican Party did have my interest at heart, but clearly was the “mind” of the people and for a time, considered myself a member of the Republican Party. But sadly similarly over time, I saw the “mind” of the people gain an unrealistic sense of itself and cared only for itself. The only “Centrist” Party so to speak, is that of an “Independent”, of which I am. However, I believe the Word of God, the Holy Bible, to be the only source of that which is to be the “center” or “centrist” of an Independent. And unlike the Democratic party, that has openly forsaken God (2008, see below) and duped many within the party that still believe their actions as a Party are those governed under God – I, and many others liked me, REFUSE to forsake Him – regardless of “political parties”. Nor will I look to “political leaders” for guidance or “salvation” – they are in need of divine guidance and salvation themselves. I WILL look to my Lord and Saviour, Christ Jesus, the holder of our “Covenant” with Whom our pilgrims and forefathers made and from Whom all our blessings are from. This knowledge of “the Covenant” has long been “carefully” removed from children’s history books, along with the fact that “public schools” were a means to teach children basic skills of reading and writing the language of the Word of God. It is regulated to “scholarly” knowledge now which only a few have sought to learn and this should be “rightfully” what is meant for our children’s “Core” education. A “Principle” of our country that has been clearly erased so that expansionism of other godless groups, namely Islam, may take place.

What follows are printer security “watermarked” scanned copies (as my computer “coincidentally crashed” shortly after I wrote this in 2013) which I translated into pic images. I did not like what I was seeing at that point in time of our political leaders and it had not been confirmed that Mr. Obama was Islamic, yet the fruit of his works was the discernment I used to form my final judgement.  I believe that Americans should decide for themselves if what I said in 2013 is false or is especially relevant today.

In conclusion Mr. Obama, before our God, our Lord, Christ Jesus, I again say that you have consistently provided aid and comfort to our enemy Islam. The fact that you used an Ambassador to act as a gun dealer in Benghazi is also on you given the fact that you reversed US policy in arms trade in 2009 which gave rise to this Middle East rage.  Islam formally became our enemy the moment the Twin Towers were destroyed, the Pentagon was hit, and our Americans fought back on flight 93 and that plane was destroyed; but more importantly, it is the moment that one single life perished in all those atrocities. Since no “man” said it on 9/11/01, but instead put a “Muslim in office” where it was rumored that your King openly bragged in these terms and was heard through Egypt, then I say it now – Islam is our enemy. I defer to Brigitte Gabriell’s argument as to why the “moderate’s” are “irrelevant”. I will not look to any earthy “man” such as yourself to guide us, nor to protect us. It further became an overt “Act of War” when “troops” not “terrorists” entered our borders through the bottle neck diversion you created and to which you continue to refuse to divulge the locations of these “children”. You and Mr. Holder are guilty of sedition – the stirring up of discontent with your repeated uses of “racial” language. Mr. Holder’s drafting of “guidelines” which protect Islamic members from prosecution is like-manner treason. Mr. Reid is guilty of collusion and complicit given the very fact that your visits to Lake Las Vegas occurred with ample knowledge and he neither said nor did anything for the American people – clearly he did not protect our Constitution. Furthermore, since we have been “made to look at” the so called “religion of Islam”, we see that is nothing more than a “totalitarian doctrine” which enslaves, oppresses and rules through horrific and brutal acts of tyranny similarly to that of Hitler and will not be accepted nor welcomed here. As an American, at this point in time, I will most definitely “not go gentle into that goodnight”. Our members in Congress need to act against Islam – rescind all money transfers and arms to Islamic countries and pull all “interests” from those regions. Then formally charge and remove these men from office.

Originally posted on Facebook, September 13, 2014.

Facebook ongoing censorship

 

I am forbidden to post my  comment in response to a help cry on an harassment post; Mary Roberts on Trump pro group, which is now similarly being censored and not allowed on my timeline is as follows:
When Zuckerberg announced he was giving away money on a lottery, I was hit three times by “admin” wanting all sorts of personal and private information to which I made hard copies and printed page source codes. I then put all in one file and uploaded it all to the FBI cyber crimes under the Obama administration obviously. Granted we now know how they are corrupt and protect tech companies as well but a RECORD is important in that a pattern is established and ARRESTS and CHARGES stick…

Mary Roberts on Trump pro:

“I got into a discussion with a pro Obama supporter on a different site a few days ago. She sent me private message today saying she copied some of my pics of me and my family and is using my pics on Trump sites to send her pro Obama rants using my photos of me my family and grands. What if anything can be done about this. I’ve already reported her to FB and am waiting on their response. Isn’t this kind of behavior against some kind of law. Please respond I need advice and help. I’m my son in law is an Alabama police officer im going to Alabama tomorrow and discuss with him and show all the threats she made to me.”

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